Sunday, February 1, 2009

Beneficiary of a Sad Situation

My husband was a CPA (certified public accountant) and an auto mechanic. I know, it is a strange combination. One of the things he did for Marie and Jeffrey, was to rebuild a car and then give it to them. It happened to be whatever car he got at the time and yes Jeffrey got the better deal. Rachel and Mike always talked about getting a mini cooper and fixing it up. Before we moved, Mike inherited a nice red Jeep that needed a new motor. We drove it to the new place but it never got fixed. Having only one dependable car and two drivers, with Rachel turning 16 in March, I thought it would be a good idea to get the Jeep fixed. We got it back this week and it runs wonderful. I have called it Rachel's car because she will wind up driving it the most. Eventually Mike would have found a car to fix for her anyway.
Rachel said to me the other day, "I am so spoiled." Not really. It is a better car then her siblings got and she did get it at a younger age, but at what cost?
I think that all of us would rather have Mike here and be scraping by like the rest of America. Because of Mike's planning, he set things up properly for us. I have the ability to get a few nice things I have wanted, pay for food and parties for Rachel's and her friends and keep the kids in college and live comfortably. Rachel hardly ever asks for anything. So is she spoiled? No just the beneficiary of a sad situation. We would give all the nice things back if it would mean Mike was here to finish raising the kids with me.
Love your family while you have them. Don't judge others for the choices they make. And finally, go do some good to make a positive difference in the world today.


Janice said...


Bob Hawkinson said...

Amen.....nicely said
Keep Going......Peace, Bob

carmen said...

Thanks for sharing. I appreciate you, Grace, and all that you have done to make Caitlin feel welcome in your home.

Super Angie said...

Great post Grace....

I remember Mike fixed our car once. He was busy, but he did a good job. :) I'm thankful that you are living okay right now because I can only imagine the extra stress if things weren't in order, and you were suddenly having to deal with making ends meet. I'm glad Rachel is getting a bit spoiled. *HUGS*